Pity parties happen.

So I cried tonight in front of my son, his friend and husband. Had a rough day of not feeling well. We were talking about ten years ago. Ten years ago I didn’t have pulmonary hypertension. I wasn’t on oxygen. I could do things, active things! Today, I couldn’t put my own socks on without struggling to breathe.  
Pity party for four please with me as the guest of dishonor.  I hate that. I don’t like for others to see the side of me in pain, struggling and feeling sorry for myself. I especially don’t like for my son to see it. He hugged me and I know he worries about me and that makes me sad.  It is too much for a kid to worry about.   This just sucks sometimes.

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4 thoughts on “Pity parties happen.

  1. I’m so sorry you have to feel like this sis.
    Please know that you are stil an inspiration to me every day. And I love you so very much.
    You shouldnt be ashamed about crying in front of them. They love you and are there to support you! Xoxoxox

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